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-This is a true story-
When the phone call came at 12:35 a.m., a bleary-eyed Kent listened as her husband passed on the unbelievable news that their son, a Unite States Naval Academy graduate and Navy lieutenant, had shot and killed his wife's ex-husband. During those first few hours after receiving the harrowing news, major decisions, both legal and financial, needed to be made quickly. So began the Kents' two-and-a-half-year journey that led to the trial, conviction and sentencing of their son for first-degree murder. Kent (Tame Your Fears; Becoming a Woman of Influence; Secret Longings of the Heart), whose position as President of Speak Up Speaker Services made her the family's primary breadwinner, had no option but to continue working and speaking throughout this ordeal. She wondered if people would even want her as a speaker if they knew she was the mother of a murderer. Using a biblical story from Genesis 22 where God asked Abraham to literally "lay down his Isaac" as a sacrifice and then intervened at the last moment, Kent prayed for a similar miraculous outcome for her son. She shares her story with a transparency and vulnerability that readers will find both disarming and bracing. The Kent family's ongoing fight against despair and hopelessness is fittingly paired with their resolute faith in God's ability to transform even the most crushing circumstances into something good.
When I Lay My Isaac Down: Unshakable Faith in Unthinkable Circumstances is a fantastic book. It is a true story written by Carol Kent, a Christian speaker and author. When something unthinkable happens, their upstanding son commits murder and is sentenced to life in prison, the Kent's world is turned upside down. You can sense her vulnerability and transparency in her writing - she feels angry, depressed, shameful, guilty. Even though the Kents' reaction was to be angry with God for allowing it all to happen and for not stepping in, in the process they came to the realization that God loves us more than we love our 'Isaac' (Genesis 22). They find hope in what appears to be a hopeless situation. This book is very powerful, and the Kent's story shows how they were able to find a new meaning for their lives after all their dreams for their son's future were destroyed. I would recommend this book for anyone, especially those that have had life-altering situations (death, illness, job loss, etc.) and are having trouble coping.